I miss my bruddah

sumguynamedameen: everytime i thought of goin to pomona, i was like.hmm....i should hit up the sister, havent seen her
sumguynamedameen: then i was like
sumguynamedameen: BUT SHE DORMS IT :[[ and i dont have digits
sumguynamedameen: butt. now it changes!
sumguynamedameen: haha oh how i miss you sis
sumguynamedameen: one of these days, we should kick it like oldschool status
sumguynamedameen: and go jinza
ja lee saah: yay!
ja lee saah: im excitedd yay 2009 i get to hang with bruddah

Randy is a Punkk!

I MISS MICHAEL J. his best dunksss

I Love Scrubs :)

Copy&Paste

Im sick!!! kinda heartbroken even though i still hop for the best : ) but still...... : / and most of all IM FREAKING SICK!!! like in all seriousness this fucking blows!!! but my friend gave me some cocaine tea : ) so it should help HAHAHAH NOOOO im not a druggy im just in denial ; )
OOOOOH AND THANKS TO MY MINSHAST FOR ALWAYS MAKING ME SMILE WHEN IM DOWN!!! YOUR THE BEST : )
-HYLA

i luhhh hyla :) he too damn sweet

So basically, Kobe is selling insurance

Ankle Insurance :)

And again

ja lee saah: you have freckles
ja lee saah: and spend you life playing guitar hero
gdsmckb: hahaha[[ nooooooooooope.com ]]I don't play that
ja lee saah: that wass soooo gayyy!
gdsmckb: haha shut up
ja lee saah: friend you have become alot more um "colorful" since highschool

^^ gahh who says no.com, so gay so gay
haha

Because, yes he went there

ja lee saah : im doing so superr bad in school right now ]=
gdsmckb: awh friend, why?!
ja lee saah: im doing wayy baddd
gdsmckb: wowza
ja lee saah: yeahh i know
ja lee saah: its all caus i got 1 f in a 5 unit pre cal course
gdsmckb: well friend I have good news for you
ja lee saah: what?!!!??
gdsmckb: now that Obama is President, change will come
gdsmckb: haha lol
ja lee saah: ohh my gawdd
ja lee saah: only you would say that ish'
gdsmckb: hehe lol mmmmmm yup

i wanna be....

A SINGERRR!
yaddayadda boo!

8 years of Seclusion

4 years of college
+
4 years of Med school
=
8 years of school total, meaning I will be 25 when I finish all my schooling.

I guess my whole issue is that I think 25 is pretty old, I want a career by the time I come outta college; but I have to realize that to be a pharmacist that wont happen. I guess I'm scared I won't be able to do things I enjoy at the age of 25. But hey, gotta make a living.

This is just a yadda yadda rant.

Juss thoughts

So yesterday I was just thinking about my life so far. I have had a pretty blessed life. Roof over my head, food in my mouth, and a handful of miscellaneous things that some people only dream of having. I have worked hard for all the things I have gained. And I have my parents who only ask of me to go to school and do the best I can do.

So I had a talk with my mom’s yesterday about how my life is going and ish’. After my 1st semester grades came in I was pretty much through with school, just ready to throw the towel in and bounce from college all together. Just know I didn’t do to good, I passed all of my classes, but I could have done MUCH better. But, hey it was my 1st semester, it was hard to adjust to; I’m only human. Hey, I make mistakes to, I’m not JaLisa the invincible. Yahh dig

But like I really don’t want to go to school anymore. To be completely honest I really never wanted to go to college in the first place; but since I basically HAD to I waned to major in graphic design. But boy have my plans changed. I’m majoring in BioChem. I really only go to school because I know that to make it in the economy I will have to make a decent living. Yadda-yadda-yadda; and so on and so on. Just because I am going to school, doesn’t mean I want to; it’s basically a social norm in my book of rules, that I have conformed to. Meaning if I want a good job, I need an education of some sort.

But seriously, I need to get motivated hella quick; b’caus Fullerton will kick my butt out of school like no body’s business. Just know I am not going to sacrifice, dancing or fun all for school. I have to realize I need to study when its study time, and play when its play time. I guess this in just me trying to find myself and ish’ because I don’t know where my path is going to lead me. And you know what, I don’t mind knowing were my path is going. I like the fact that’s its pretty anonymous because if I knew where my path was headed, and it changed in the end I would nearly freak out. But I’m happy right now and that’s all I care about. I’m going to school and its making my parents happy; and I’m living my own life and its making me happy. But I have to face reality and realize that in the end, I have to be 100% happy myself.