Como te llamas?!?!

Well...the llamas are at the zoo....
_______BUTTTTT my name is ja`lisa



_______________________________I just turned 19 on the 25th. The highlight of my birthday, was actually the day after my birthday. 1. Help promote and meet GREATT dancers 2. Surprise from a friend that I always had doubts about, and never thought he cared about me that much. It all worked out; now I know. I feel old. though I`m not. I look like I`m 7. I wouldn`t say I`m excited for school but I`m not, not excited. I`m n`between excited and restless. ehh?!? I`m just happy I got into Bio. cheah` But nevertheless, I`m aiight tho. I turned down a car. A 2009 to be exact. Crazy much?!?! yeahhh, but I`m trying to be all independent and ish`. I wanna at least pay for somethinggg, ya`digg? yall proli just like ja`lisa shaddup, you stupid. but eff`you. I did what I wanted to do. I got denied from Forever 21. whATeverr. I cared then I was like eff`it. They talk about how they want frigg`n diversity and ish` yet all they have is white&mexican peeps. YALLZ NEED SOME FRIGG`N COLOR. but whatever, I shouldn`t pick out the race card. whompp!

Umm, I have no income. WORD! Dun dun dun, I have been offered a new car offer, 2010 forte maybe?! I dunno, I thought I had blew it big time. not! But the deal remains. I get a new car, I stay home for the 1st semester. 2nd semester if I have a job & whatever money my mama gets from the lawsuit I can move into an apt. I`m pretty happy caus theres no strings attached or nathhingg, but ughhh being at home, bleahh! ahh wells, I have no classes on Fridays, so I can stay out as long as I want on Thursdays. yeahh boyy! I just realized I`m telling it all, but I dun care. I watch King on the Hill nightly and Family Guy religiously. I`m currently striving to stay on a diet for once...day Onw wil be over in a little over an hour and 30 min. I cant wait to go back to regular practice scheduele and see some of the team that I missed seeing. I miss having a dance schduele, and am SOO excited that I will get to do it practically everyday, since I`m gonna incorperate Stylz (hopefully). I hate that half of IP is gone to somewhere else. A couple of people were talking from photoshoot & they feel the same way I do. EFF THEM! Hey look at me I didn`t make it into kaba modern so I`ll make my own team and make it seem like I`m the istnot` EFF THOSE LOSERS ANYWAYS! IP will ALWAYS be my roots & I will never forget them and feel like I`m sooo good, when no one even knows my name or nothing. I think I look my best, I now I look better than what I did back in highschool. TBH I don`t like wearing pants. But since I have to; I WISH that I could just wear sweat shorts and v necks allday everydayy! I wish I had more friends here close to home, who are DOWN to do whatever, just like my fullerton friends. But I don`t, thats reality. I`m most positive for the semester I`m gonna live outta my car and my good friends apartments.

I love fullerton people ♥ (I`m surprided your still reading.) I was pretty sad I didn`t make bmod, but Im`a train the hardest & I`m grateful for LOrO for incorprating me into his Bmod fam as much as he can. WHAT ELSE WHAT ELSE?!!? TBH with some of my friendships I feel that I am the better friend, I feel that I`d be down to do whatever to help a friend and whatnot. I`d seriously drive to Las Vegas if one of my friends needed to pick them up. But I feel if I were in las vegas and called on certain friends, they wouldn`t do it. oh wellz thats life. I`m pretty happy that me and hyla are talking again. slowly but surely going along. And lastly I don`t wanna say that that I need a boyy or nothing but one would be nice ;) cute filipino dancer please&thankyou!

♥

Birthdayy surprise [:

I ♥ MY LOrO!



_______________LOrO came to wkshops to deliver me a birthdayy gift! haha yummy to go pazookie. I`m at wkshops waiting for Gigis piece and I see him peaking through the door thinking he`s waiting for wkshops and ish. Then he calls me over and I go outside and see a cutsey pazookie with a candle in it. haha I was hellz bells full so thank goodness for some of bmod were there to help me eat it. haha. But he stayed for a while, then left to go take Zoe to church. Ahhh LOrO I lahh you thnkss youu for the birthdayy love.

***Long Beach & Birthday blog will be up soon. Too lazzyyyy to post now. geeze ;)